Friday, July 3, 2020

Hope

Its amazing how no matter where we are in life, we always hope. Somehow the moment we stop hoping we either feel suicidal or it signifies that death is near.
Any person, whether rich or poor, hopes. Hope permeates in every life form. Its not just oxygen that keeps us alive, its also this eternal hope.
Hope varies from person to person according to their socio-economic conditions, their likes and dislikes etc. But the basic element is same - it sustains us, it keeps going, it gives our soul the energy to keep giving our best.
Today, I felt the power of hope and then suddenly it struck me how powerful hope is. I could see it in everyone - someone hoping as small as 'oh god I hope the class gets cancelled' to 'I will make a difference through my work someday'.
Again irony -
I knew this guy who was about to die but the life he exuded made us feel like we were dead. Isnt it amazing how a person who wants to live actually understands life rather than us who actually have the gift of life.
If we just stop and think for a second we all will feel that all we do is postpone life and its only when we are facing death do we realise the value of life.

Suicide IS a solution


There comes a moment in everyone’s life when life becomes a burden. Instead of accepting an inevitable fact, we blame the person in distress for showing signs of “weakness”. The suicide of a 34 year old bollywood actor Sushant Singh Rajput last week shocked everyone in the Indian subcontinent. However, it showed very clearly that our normative aspiration for having a successful career, becoming rich, earning fame and adulation, simply cannot be a replacement for having good mental health.
As per the latest available NCRB (National Crime Records Bureau) data, in 2016, suicide was the leading cause of death for Indians between the ages of 15-39. More than two hundred thousand people committed suicides in India that year. Most of them were students and unemployed individuals. Of course the number of Indians surviving with mental illness is much higher. So either the society has chosen to turn a blind eye or they have chosen to distort the reality by blaming the victim as it feels more comfortable to do so. But numbers don’t lie, repeating a phrase like “committing suicide is not a solution” is akin to ignoring the reality which is that, it IS a solution for more than a hundred thousand Indians every year. This reality needs to be acknowledged for any real change to happen.
In India, given the diversity of its population, the problem of acknowledging the truth has its own challenges. First we conflate the occurrence of suicides with various religious beliefs. The rhetoric that stems from people’s religious beliefs is even more confounding, we go to the extent of saying that a suicidal soul will not rest in peace so one should not commit suicide. How convenient!
If we do not conflate this mental health crisis with our religious beliefs, we conflate it with the infamous motivational jargon - “stay positive”. What does this phrase even mean? Saying “stay positive” to someone who is going through a phase of depression is a way of gas lighting them. Pushing them back into their shell and making them question their reality. Every time we say “stay positive” to people who have opened up to us, we have been culpable in killing the spirit of that person who chose to trust us with their reality. Instead of saying “stay positive”, we could try to empathise with their reality. We could ask them to go and speak to a psychologist if we sense depression or perhaps remain silent and let them unload their thoughts. Why deny someone their reality?
According to an article published in the Indian Journal of Psychiatry (2018)[1], the number of mental health professionals in India is abysmally low. For every hundred thousand population of our country there is .05 (in Madhya Pradesh) to 1.2 (in Kerala) mental health professionals available for help. It is not humanly possible for one mental health professional to care for a hundred thousand patients! So giving fuel to these social media messages about shifting the burden of mental illness on the friends and family members of those who are mentally ill is again a way of denying that individual their right to accessible mental healthcare. Instead of demanding for national policies on improving mental healthcare by accepting that our country is going through a public health crisis, especially during this period of social isolation, we have chosen to turn to motivational speakers. If not motivational speakers, we turn to tantriks or faith healers to deal with mental health problems. Unfortunately, the loss of a very successful bollywood actor has forced us to address the unprecedented rise in suicides in our country.
It is time we as a society ask pertinent questions as to why have we not been able to train more mental health professionals to deal with this rising public health crisis? Why have we not focussed on asking for state subsidised mental health care especially for students and those who are unemployed? Why have we not made provisions for sabbatical for professionals for taking time to care for their mind? What will it take for us as a society to make these real claims? More suicides?
I am not going to delve into the other dynamics of our country’s population like gender, caste, class barrier and so on, that further disadvantages people when it comes to access to mental healthcare. It’s about time, we need to come together as a nation and encourage people to seek professional help without inhibitions. We should pride ourselves in caring for those with mental illness just like we care for people with physical ailment. It may be an invisible wound but it is very real for those who are going through it. It is the society that is weak as it is unable to handle the reality of mental illness not the mentally ill.
On an individual level we must look at how disconnected we have become in this age of connectivity and social media. As a society we Indians have forgotten how to empathise with varied realities and be kind to one another. We keep forwarding motivational messages on social media but in turn we keep losing our emotional capability to empathise with a person in distress. The actor’s suicide, the reaction from the public and celebrities, if we look at it closely, we will see that the problem does not lie with those who choose suicide as the solution; but the problem lies with society we live in, with us, who conveniently deem such individuals as weak. Let us stop being complicit to more suicides, let us take the conversation on mental health forward.




[1] Singh, O. P. (2018). Closing treatment gap of mental disorders in India: Opportunity in new competency-based Medical Council of India curriculum. Indian journal of psychiatry60(4), 375.



Author is a doctoral scholar. The author's research interests include gender, power relations, popular culture, mental health and intimacy.


Saturday, January 22, 2011

My Country My Love

We build such huge hopes about our Perfect Man. How we think that when the right guy comes along we will know and how we'll fall in love.
But, we must stop and think. The country that we were born in, we never got a chance to choose, yet we love our motherland. The family we were born in, we care for them. All this happens automatically for us. Of course, here, I am strictly talking of normal people and not terrorists, who love to destroy everything on purpose. Anyway, I think love is overrated, we are fooled into believing in the fantasy because we have been programmed to think that way by books, movies, valentine's day and so on.
This is however a personal opinion. I mean, who wouldn't want all those things that you see in the movies but all Im saying is, its ok if you dont get it as long as your love is sincere. Its all about giving.
Let me know your views...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

One More Day Gone.....(time 7:45 pm)

One Day...24 hrs...24*60 mins.....24*60*60 seconds....a day almost wasted...blank...no job..some assignments..some chores..thats it!...thats it?...yeah thats it...but u knw what the day is not over..its only over when u thnk its over...thats how everything in life works......u believe u feel good, u feel good...u believe u feel lousy, u feel lousy...
u believe u r being victimised...have u ever thought that the person who is victimising u must b a victim himself/herself...funny when we feel victimised we become totally self-centered..u ostracize a person because u think something, perceive something about this person n keep building on it n finally start to believe it...n ur beliefs become stronger than the reality....imagine....who is the victim- the one whom u choose not to communicate with or the person who believes that its ok to not communicate his/her thoughts n keep building on the misunderstandings.....whats the harm in understanding each other...one cant have the cake and eat it too...
will be back...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

assignments!

Less than two weeks from now...exams!!!
But we even dont have to time to study for it. Why you ask? well assignments! They just keep piling on and on...with paucity of time, the quality of our assignments are compromised. I dont see the point in doing these assignments in a hurry, I mean there was this really exciting project in PR but we could not devote the time we would have wanted to. So what's the point? What are we learning? How to not compromise on quality and submit on time?
...atrocious assignments!....hey! but we are doing them!

(17 Sep 2008)